It’s officially happened. We have become subject to the lockdown baby boom. Number 2 is on the way and times are about the get a little bit crazier. After the heartache we have succumbed, it’s more than just good news to us, it is a blessing. Our little blessing. As exciting as this time should…

Loss is not the end

Deciding whether I should write about this subject deemed to be much harder than actually doing it. Once I started, the words kept flowing. The memory still fresh in my head, I couldn’t stop myself. As much as I want to share my story, to make it real, to accept the fact I can't change…

Now we have one year old, we have been “discussing” parenting techniques. I’m paraphrasing discussing because like all new parents it’s not a real conversation without either one of us storming out the room or cracking open the wine just to get through it. We don’t agree entirely on how to deal with tantrums, outbursts…

Number One

To my new body, I truly believe this is the hardest thing I’ve ever written, not just putting in to words how I feel but reading them back to myself and accepting them for all they are. I think subconsciously I know it’s accepting myself, my bodies imperfections and flaws that is daunting. Firstly, let’s…

Appreciation

We all know it’s a difficult time and something that will go down in history. But in the midst of the chaos, the world has become kinder. Here is a reminder, so we can look back in years to come and show our children that in a brief moment of uncertainty, we were united. The…

The unknown

Ava, Being pregnant with you was, to put it bluntly terrible. I wasn’t good at it. I didn’t glow. I didn’t savour every second. It was miserable. And if I’m being completely honest with you, I didn’t feel like I loved you straight away. In the beginning I was constantly sick and tired. I still…

The little things

We all argue. We all disagree. Families, work colleagues, Sandra in co op down the road. It’s healthy to air your thoughts, express your emotions. But addressing the little things that make you tick, that’s what I believe to be to hardest part of all. When you argue with your loved ones, it hurts. Like…

Ava, I want to tell you all about your daddy. By now, you'll already know of his kind nature and infectious humour (he told me to write this). To add a little more emphasis on this for you, let's go back to your childhood. Since the moment you entered this world, his heart grew double…

Guilty

Mom guilt. We all get it. We all hate it. We all get over it. I'm no expert in this subject but I'm not claiming to be either. 12 weeks is all it's been, bringing life into the world and learning my mistakes along the way. I haven't the faintest idea on my how parent…

Labour of love

Everyone has their story. And so here’s mine. I was late. I was induced. I was an emergency. That’s only the short story, now let’s get deep. 40 weeks pregnant I was ready to throw in the towel, I had just about enough of the heartburn, the constant back pain and the infamous fat ankles. By…

Lets talk about sex (baby)

As you can clearly see by the title, this play on words post is about sex and wait for it.... babies shock. So first of all, apologies to anyone I know well that may find this a little too intimate. It is a subject I have been meaning to discuss for a while now. Mostly…

Dear my little tummy flutter,  It’s hard to comprehend how I feel right now but all I know is that you will be and possibly already are the making of me. You are only a little sprinkle of magic at the moment but one day in the near future you will be the most marvellous…